Flat days

I’m spending flat days like today, similar to yesterday.

Nothing particularly good or bad is happening.

I’m in a depressive state right now.

I’m becoming indifferent to everything, and my senses and emotions are numb.

As the commotion that erupted after I stopped taking my medication has subsided, new worries have arisen.

Is this how I’m supposed to live?

What should I do with my life?

What kind of life do I want to live?

I ask myself, but there is no answer.

Even when I tell myself to just have fun, there’s nothing fun to do.

Time just keeps ticking away.

What should I do?

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2024년 04월 09일

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Attila

2024년 04월 15일

Hi,

I’ve been also living with depression and other mental problems, but when I got acquainted with the teachings of Jiddu Krishnamurti and U.G. Krishnamurti, all that started to change. They talk about unbiased self-knowledge. This means that the foundation of such knowledge is self-awareness rather than ideology. It took me quite a long time to figure myself out, however, meantime, my days were passing by in hope and optimism. I saw myself growing and changing. These guys are hard to understand in the beginning, but I think it’s worth giving them a shot…

All the best,
Attila

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1. tobwithu
  
  2024년 04월 15일
  
  Thank you for your advice.
  
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tobwithu

2024년 04월 29일

I tried to read the book of Jiddu Krishnamurti.
But I couldn’t understand it.

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