Flat days

I’m spending flat days like today, similar to yesterday.

Nothing particularly good or bad is happening.

I’m in a depressive state right now.

I’m becoming indifferent to everything, and my senses and emotions are numb.

As the commotion that erupted after I stopped taking my medication has subsided, new worries have arisen.

Is this how I’m supposed to live?

What should I do with my life?

What kind of life do I want to live?

I ask myself, but there is no answer.

Even when I tell myself to just have fun, there’s nothing fun to do.

Time just keeps ticking away.

What should I do?






3 responses to “Flat days”

  1. Attila Avatar


    I’ve been also living with depression and other mental problems, but when I got acquainted with the teachings of Jiddu Krishnamurti and U.G. Krishnamurti, all that started to change. They talk about unbiased self-knowledge. This means that the foundation of such knowledge is self-awareness rather than ideology. It took me quite a long time to figure myself out, however, meantime, my days were passing by in hope and optimism. I saw myself growing and changing. These guys are hard to understand in the beginning, but I think it’s worth giving them a shot…

    All the best,

    1. tobwithu Avatar

      Thank you for your advice.

  2. tobwithu Avatar

    I tried to read the book of Jiddu Krishnamurti.
    But I couldn’t understand it.

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