Fluctuating

My thoughts have been fluctuating lately.

Sometimes I feel like everyone else is living a good life except for me.

I feel like I’m shrinking infinitely.

Then suddenly I think I should be grateful for my current life.

I have a job so I can eat and live without any major problems, and my family is safe and sound.

I live each day as it comes,

And suddenly I wonder if this is how I should live.

I feel like I shouldn’t live like this, so I flounder for a while,

And then I go back to living the way I was before.

What am I doing this for?